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[tiannalee]

do you ever seriously want to hurt someone that has hurt someone you love so much that you want them to feel the same pain they caused your love one? how can i sit by and watch my sister staying here tonight crying her eyes out because her boyfriend told her he hated her.. called her a whore, cunt, worthless piece of shit.. i am so worried about her.. she cant leave him because she "loves" him. i want to help her so badly.. i feel like i cant do anything for her until she realizes what a destructive relationship she's in.. and until she can help herself. but i refuse to sit by and let someone destroy one of the most important people in my life.. bring them down to the point where she feels worthless when she is worth so much more then dealing with his ass. as god as my witness i will not let that happen. my sister is better than that. her kids are her life as they are a big part of mine. i love her and her children with my heart.. nothing will stop me from being there for her and helping her find the person she was so long ago before she became so dependent on him.. i will be there.. i will help her change her life for the better.

i love you alyssa, dylan, and berlyn. you guys are so important to me.. even if you cant read this.. i will be there.. always.. to help you.