over it
Had a mad mad mad weekend. Finally settled things with Jay.
Not only did we find our friendship we found out how to laugh together again.
I just hope all the people who have supported me through this can understand why this occurred & not judge me to harshly for my compassion to him.
I dont believe he has pulled the wool over my eyes, im really not that stupid.
On a completely different note i think i will hibernate this weekend coming as i feel so ill & drained it not funny, the only outing i would love to attend would be trin's b'day. I hope to work something out there.
Im just sick of the sameness of my life & will change my drug taking ways as its just not enjoyable anymore, its too repetitive & getting quite boring. This is nothing against all the people i party with. I love you all & enjoy your company heaps, its just what i need to do for jac sanity
Not only did we find our friendship we found out how to laugh together again.
I just hope all the people who have supported me through this can understand why this occurred & not judge me to harshly for my compassion to him.
I dont believe he has pulled the wool over my eyes, im really not that stupid.
On a completely different note i think i will hibernate this weekend coming as i feel so ill & drained it not funny, the only outing i would love to attend would be trin's b'day. I hope to work something out there.
Im just sick of the sameness of my life & will change my drug taking ways as its just not enjoyable anymore, its too repetitive & getting quite boring. This is nothing against all the people i party with. I love you all & enjoy your company heaps, its just what i need to do for jac sanity