Apr 30, 2004 14:34
THANK GOD it is FRIDAY!! Yay. Tomorrow is the gay pride thing. Tonight I am going to be all romantic and do something [romantic] for Shelly. I love her so much. I am so glad that we are together. It may not have been easy in the beginning (with the whole 'Allyson' thing), but it is worth it. I'm kinda scared, though. I have never really felt this for someone. I feel like she is consuming a part of my heart and will always be there, in that space, forever. I can't believe it- I am in love. I never thought that I could feel this much. I never thought that I could trust so much. So much has happened to me that I began to believe that I was dead inside- I felt dead inside. It is amazing to feel ALIVE. I look outside and see beauty. I notice things. Amplification everywhere and with everything. I love this. I love her...
There will be more sunsets... ~Jillian