Well
I had some issues with my Ipod tonight and it's reloading everything I wanted on it. So I'm waiting for it to finish.
Which is good because what just happened would have scared the shit out of me.
I bought a second shelving corner unit to match the one I already have and set it up tonight. I SWEAR I looked at it and thought "Its going to tip over" but did nothing about it.
You can see where this is going.
Some things broke that needed to. Some things broke that upset me. I'll assess all the damage tomorrow night. My Dream statue did NOT break but he's missing his crystal ball, which I will find. My pretty bone china cup DID break too - but it's a repairable without any additional issues. (That upsets me. It was a gift dammit, but I wanted it out where it could be seen and admired)
When that happened, I had been reading some back entries of mine and JEEBUS CHRIST why didn't anyone tell me how fucking emo I was? I will say that I was right about one thing - I needed someone calm and steady and loyal, who supports and adores me. I was just mistaken about where it would come from. AND I didn't need to chase it either.
And maybe I understand more about WHY things went south with certain boys. Sure, it happened, and sure it's forgivable. Except for the fact that if any of my chosen boys had had ONE OUNCE OF SPINE that wouldn't have happened. You should be ashamed. SHAME I SAY!
*sighs* I am horrified the shelves fell over. I just can't deal with it now, emotionally.
Which is good because what just happened would have scared the shit out of me.
I bought a second shelving corner unit to match the one I already have and set it up tonight. I SWEAR I looked at it and thought "Its going to tip over" but did nothing about it.
You can see where this is going.
Some things broke that needed to. Some things broke that upset me. I'll assess all the damage tomorrow night. My Dream statue did NOT break but he's missing his crystal ball, which I will find. My pretty bone china cup DID break too - but it's a repairable without any additional issues. (That upsets me. It was a gift dammit, but I wanted it out where it could be seen and admired)
When that happened, I had been reading some back entries of mine and JEEBUS CHRIST why didn't anyone tell me how fucking emo I was? I will say that I was right about one thing - I needed someone calm and steady and loyal, who supports and adores me. I was just mistaken about where it would come from. AND I didn't need to chase it either.
And maybe I understand more about WHY things went south with certain boys. Sure, it happened, and sure it's forgivable. Except for the fact that if any of my chosen boys had had ONE OUNCE OF SPINE that wouldn't have happened. You should be ashamed. SHAME I SAY!
*sighs* I am horrified the shelves fell over. I just can't deal with it now, emotionally.