May 27, 2005 22:00
It's been a while...
Let me state the obvious with...
IT'S SUMMER!!! IT'S SUMMER!!
This week has been fun I must say. Rather interesting most of the time, but fun.
Sophomore year was definately interesting. Exciting overall, although there were some really boring moments. So.. some of my favorite moments/times?
1. My birthday (this includes my bonfire and the actual day)
2. Halloween weekend
3. Chels/Brian's birthday party
4. New Year's Eve
5. Coloring my hair night with Emily
6. All nighter with Abbi and Emily
7. Girls night out
8. Night when Kevin, Sam, and Corey got naked lmao
9. Last weekend with Kaelin and Chels
10. Spring Break in general
11. Winter Break in general
12. Seeing Closer
13. Skipping SRT with Charlie and Chelsie
14. The night of the shirts
15. Sweetheart's Dance
16. Brian carrying my tampons
17. Kaelin's birthday
18. My night out with Ash then staying at her house
19. Seth baking Emily and I a cake and taking us out
20. All the lazy days with Chels
21. Hanging out with some awesome people
Worse moments/times:
1. Birthday
2. Halloween weekend
3. Certain days of Spring Break
4. The night of "fuck you"
5. Telling someone I liked them
6. The night my dad was out of town
7. The time of us not talking with Ashley
8. The many nights of crying
9. The nights I got calls from crying friends...
10. All the lies
11. All the drama
12. All the people changing
13. So many people getting into drugs
14. Losing important people to me
I've learned a lot. The world doesn't stop when you're hurting. When you're crying, people are still going to be laughing and go on with their lives.. Hearts break, and there's nothing that can really be done with it. Having a few best friends is the greatest gift ever. It is possible for people not to care. People change, they turn against their morals, and refuse to look back. If you don't want someone to find out about it, don't do it. If you're ashamed of it, it's a sign you shouldn't. Following youre heart is the best thing to do, even if you get screwed over. Being true to yourself is the biggest hardship to come by, but also the most rewarding.
This summer, will rock. I'll make it rock. Less drama. Being with my awesome friends. Ah, summer isn't a season, it's a state of mind