Anther Night at Dads
I dont really want to be here. I want to be home in my bed where i know im safe. I would be home alone, except for the cats, and im fine with that. My dad's g/f's son is creepy, he hits on me and it makes me very uncomfortable.
In happier news, i got to see my new guitar (no, i dont know how to play... im working on it...) my teacher is fixing it for me and putting some new strings on it. i dont think i would ever want to be a real musician, but i think being able to play something would be cool.
I dont know if kyle is going to be able to get out of rehersal to come down to richmond with me. this sucks because i dont think my mom will let me go if i dont have someone to go with. not that i think my grades are actually good enough to 'deserve'to go, but what the hell.
I dont really like not being in control of everything. i like having my mom out of town, i feel like such a big girl. I cant wait to live on my own. well except for the whole money thing...ewwww money...bleh.
i think its time so sneak out for a smoke.....
goodnight, to whom it may concern.
In happier news, i got to see my new guitar (no, i dont know how to play... im working on it...) my teacher is fixing it for me and putting some new strings on it. i dont think i would ever want to be a real musician, but i think being able to play something would be cool.
I dont know if kyle is going to be able to get out of rehersal to come down to richmond with me. this sucks because i dont think my mom will let me go if i dont have someone to go with. not that i think my grades are actually good enough to 'deserve'to go, but what the hell.
I dont really like not being in control of everything. i like having my mom out of town, i feel like such a big girl. I cant wait to live on my own. well except for the whole money thing...ewwww money...bleh.
i think its time so sneak out for a smoke.....
goodnight, to whom it may concern.