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I don't laugh anymore nor do I smile. Rn I'm just ball of fear and sadness. Don't know what to do with myself anymore. I'm just waiting for next thing to fall apart. Thankfully my dog got better but all the rest got worse. Everyday gets harder... I don't know how much more I can't take... Lately I just sit and cry 'cause of fear. I'm impressed how my bf try to keep going and resolve everything. He have so much worse than I rn. Maybe I'm already too tired to keep going...