Jun 20, 2004 17:17
Ok Let me just write this FAST enrty. I just wanna say that I'm sorry if some of u feel left out or whatever..But I'm trying to include EVERYONE and make time For EVERYONE. there is only ONE of me. So If you guys get pissed b/c We couldn't hang one night. Or I had all ready made plans with others..then I'm Sorry. Some Of you don't like 2 ppl out of the group anymore...And most of the time at least one of them is hanging..so you either going to have to get over that or just ignor them and still hang.
MATT- I'm sorry about lastnight. I'm sorry if you felt "ditch" But I thought u were still in Evensville until u called yesterday night. And I couldn't just change plans. I didn't mean for you to feel that way by any means. I TRuly am Sorry. We just need to make plans a head of time. But if your pissed at me and want nothing to do with me anymore. Then so Be it. But just know that I'm sorry.
Bri- Yea we don't talk that much and I'm sure you think that Whole 2 faced commit was for you. But actually it wasn't. Yea everyone there but I just thought you wouldn't Assum it was towards you. Why would I think that? I'm sorry if you feel left out too. all I can say is that I'm sorry. I'm trying my Best..but apparently its not working.
you know there were times when I felt left out..But if I said anything I got laughed at or just Brushed off. I'm not mad just upset that I'm pissing everyone off. I'm sorry if anyone in the "crew" feels left out. thats all I can say. and If this piss's any of you off..then I'm Fucking done trying and saying sorry. I'll just leave everyone alone and let them do there own thing. I'm about out of ways to keep trying anyway.
SORRY- Tia
Don't leace shitty posts..I really don't think I could handle it.