just forcing a smile...
[mood| 
Lonely ]
i`m just going to make a list of things that makes me happy
so i can be happy
even if it`s just for a moment.
i can`t stand being this broken inside...
thunderstorm-y days
rainy days
eating candy after you`ve waited FOREVER to
talking to roselie & amanda on the phone
getting calls from friends
strawberry shortcakes
making crayon drawings with rachel in biology
having three hour convos with shradha online
talking to nima during PE
no homework
drinking tea on saturday morning
eating at the kim son restaurant with my family on sunday morning
hearing the click five on the radio unexpectedly
watching a new click five tour diary
putting away groceries & then suddenly finding a new carton of orange juice :D
finding a song that`s been hard to find
... & actually getting to download it
mess around with psp9 & getting a beauticious graphic
winning a signed click five poster :D
long roadtrips, where you can fall asleep in the car
getting money
getting hugs from friends
slow dances.....
just dancing with friends
singing & blowdrying your hair after a hot shower
running in the rain
the adrenaline from rollercoasters
the discovery of weight loss after lots of exercise :D
crying because of JOY
crying on the phone with one of your best friends (amandaaa♥)
getting out of the house
going to a friend`s house
seeing a friend somewhere unexpectedly
or just seeing a friend :)
bubblebaths
hot showers
new clothes
shopping at forever 21
pretty eyeshadowwww
reading a magazine with either the click five or jesse in it
slow sappy love songs
GOOD GRADES
making my parents proud
taking pictures with friends/family
finally learning all the lines to a song
big, soft pillows
getting compliments
pre-sharpened pencils :D
lead pencils xp
new purses
new cds
a really good book
writing a story i`m proud of
posters
re-doing my own bedroom
laughing `til my stomach hurts
laughing `til i cry
having friends that i know DO care about me
running half a mile without stopping
making a new friend
seeing a rainbow after a long hour of rain
knowing something school-related that someone doesn`t
feeling smarter than most people (hardly, `cause my friends are all brainiacs)
having people tell me i look good in something (which is hardly, so it`s pretty cool when it happens)
being trusted with a secret
being trusted in general
having people pour out 'their soul' to me when they have problems
... & me having the ability to solve those problems
hot chocolate on a cold winter day
snow
the thought of sunny california days
being at the beach & drawing names & pictures into the sand...
getting email
getting handwritten letters
winning awards
getting stuffed animals
big, warm blankets
finally understand a geometry problem!
being in people`s aim profiles :D
cooking something & having it come out DELICIOUSSSSSS
those days where nothing could possibly go wrong
having that special someone in your life...
Lonely ]
i`m just going to make a list of things that makes me happy
so i can be happy
even if it`s just for a moment.
i can`t stand being this broken inside...
thunderstorm-y days
rainy days
eating candy after you`ve waited FOREVER to
talking to roselie & amanda on the phone
getting calls from friends
strawberry shortcakes
making crayon drawings with rachel in biology
having three hour convos with shradha online
talking to nima during PE
no homework
drinking tea on saturday morning
eating at the kim son restaurant with my family on sunday morning
hearing the click five on the radio unexpectedly
watching a new click five tour diary
putting away groceries & then suddenly finding a new carton of orange juice :D
finding a song that`s been hard to find
... & actually getting to download it
mess around with psp9 & getting a beauticious graphic
winning a signed click five poster :D
long roadtrips, where you can fall asleep in the car
getting money
getting hugs from friends
slow dances.....
just dancing with friends
singing & blowdrying your hair after a hot shower
running in the rain
the adrenaline from rollercoasters
the discovery of weight loss after lots of exercise :D
crying because of JOY
crying on the phone with one of your best friends (amandaaa♥)
getting out of the house
going to a friend`s house
seeing a friend somewhere unexpectedly
or just seeing a friend :)
bubblebaths
hot showers
new clothes
shopping at forever 21
pretty eyeshadowwww
reading a magazine with either the click five or jesse in it
slow sappy love songs
GOOD GRADES
making my parents proud
taking pictures with friends/family
finally learning all the lines to a song
big, soft pillows
getting compliments
pre-sharpened pencils :D
lead pencils xp
new purses
new cds
a really good book
writing a story i`m proud of
posters
re-doing my own bedroom
laughing `til my stomach hurts
laughing `til i cry
having friends that i know DO care about me
running half a mile without stopping
making a new friend
seeing a rainbow after a long hour of rain
knowing something school-related that someone doesn`t
feeling smarter than most people (hardly, `cause my friends are all brainiacs)
having people tell me i look good in something (which is hardly, so it`s pretty cool when it happens)
being trusted with a secret
being trusted in general
having people pour out 'their soul' to me when they have problems
... & me having the ability to solve those problems
hot chocolate on a cold winter day
snow
the thought of sunny california days
being at the beach & drawing names & pictures into the sand...
getting email
getting handwritten letters
winning awards
getting stuffed animals
big, warm blankets
finally understand a geometry problem!
being in people`s aim profiles :D
cooking something & having it come out DELICIOUSSSSSS
those days where nothing could possibly go wrong
having that special someone in your life...