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No, it wasn't healthy at all. As a matter of fact, I'm still working very diligently to pick up the various pieces. Arguably the most fucked up and absurd relationship I've ever had the fortune to be apart of. But, whatever. Live and learn. And you don't even have to describe the sorts of fucking crazy I had to deal with. First hand experience. But I don't regret it at all. No worries then, if it helps you along.
Yea, we should have stayed broken up, but that was my fault. My weakness for pretty women squeezing through. I can't do that much to help that. And I put up with it because secretly I loved you, I just couldn't bear the rejection that that admission would invariably bring. How the fuck could I? So long as eventually, you get your shit together and be happy, I'm okay with it all.
I'm 10, on a scale from one to drunk. And a 1 on a scale from 10 to wanting to play my trumpet.
Also, God DAMN I love Jeff Buckley. I feel an immense pity for anyone who hasn't had the opportunity to appreciate his Seraphic voice. And Telepopmusik. And the women I've been privalaged to be near.
HA. How fucked up. Isn't that just al A mode though.
Yea, we should have stayed broken up, but that was my fault. My weakness for pretty women squeezing through. I can't do that much to help that. And I put up with it because secretly I loved you, I just couldn't bear the rejection that that admission would invariably bring. How the fuck could I? So long as eventually, you get your shit together and be happy, I'm okay with it all.
I'm 10, on a scale from one to drunk. And a 1 on a scale from 10 to wanting to play my trumpet.
Also, God DAMN I love Jeff Buckley. I feel an immense pity for anyone who hasn't had the opportunity to appreciate his Seraphic voice. And Telepopmusik. And the women I've been privalaged to be near.
HA. How fucked up. Isn't that just al A mode though.