it's mostly my family, and the things i say are kind of shrugged off, and then it seems like everyone's being overly critical of me, like it's okay for amy, my sister, to say, or do something, but when it's me that does it, the rules have completely changed.
Being the favorite seems to come with a lot of guilt. I was my grandma's favorite for a while, until my cousin began to get personality and be perfect. Then I was out in the cold. But my brother was my dad's favorite for a while, and Dave felt really guilty. Now it's pretty much equal, but it's not much fun.
But I agree. I'd rather feel guilty and have life easy than be angry and miserable.
truer words were never spoken. amy really can't help being the favorite, but she does rather enjoy it, and doesn't really seem to feel much guilt over it. most times, i seem to think she rather enjoys getting all the attention, etc.
I don't know what to tell you, other than if you ignore it tonight and don't think about it until later, you'll feel better. My rule is "Sleep on everything."
Wait...wait...oh shit. That sounded wrong. Oh well. You know what I mean.
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i wish i could be the favorite.
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But I agree. I'd rather feel guilty and have life easy than be angry and miserable.
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I don't know what to tell you, other than if you ignore it tonight and don't think about it until later, you'll feel better. My rule is "Sleep on everything."
Wait...wait...oh shit. That sounded wrong. Oh well. You know what I mean.
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so hopefully, the 'rents will be in a better mood tomorrow.
which will (hopefully) mean that i will be in a better mood tomorrow.
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