Jul 01, 2005 14:53
So I've been thinking about it all day and I'm really gonna miss everyone when I leave. I mean I know I'll make new friends and all that, I'm not worried about that, I just know that I'm gonna lose touch with a lot of people that I love. I know it won't be on purpose, but that's how shit goes, and it sucks. My girls...Cindy, Becca, Sedwick, Setzer, Ashleigh, Sara, Jenny...I love these girls more than anything and if you read this...don't lose touch with me please!!!!!!! I know I won't let it happen..but you can't either!! Ugh I just don't know what to say about them, they are so fucking awesome and I feel like crying right now. I'm really not ready to leave yet. I mean I'm excited and everything, but it's gonna be such a big change and I don't know if I'm ready for that just yet. I'm not ready to leave Jonathan yet either. I know i still have a month and a half..but I know that will go by so fast. I'm leaving for the beach tomorrow and when I get back..I want to hang out with all of you. NO EXCUSES..we will all hang out together!!!!!!!!! I just wanted you guys to know that I love you...always