Im melting
The swelling has gone down. These antibiotics kick butt.
Our lives keep weaving in and out of focus, and it's hard to keep up these days. Who is still talking to who and who still drinks too much...
And who still looks right through me, having convinced himself that I am made of nothing but air? This silence is tearing me to pieces, no matter how much I tell myself that I don't even care.
Why does it have to be this way? Why did this have to happen...to you..to me..to...now? Everything is wrong. You are wrong...so just...stop it.
Please?
Our lives keep weaving in and out of focus, and it's hard to keep up these days. Who is still talking to who and who still drinks too much...
And who still looks right through me, having convinced himself that I am made of nothing but air? This silence is tearing me to pieces, no matter how much I tell myself that I don't even care.
Why does it have to be this way? Why did this have to happen...to you..to me..to...now? Everything is wrong. You are wrong...so just...stop it.
Please?