and only because this song reminds me of me

[thylo_cine]

the cycle circles, stalls, then spins
describes the current state i'm in
it's like a nosedive than a crash
with all my blackouts and scraped hands
it's in the words caught in my throght
it's in the how did i get home?
i'd like to sleep my life away
but i'd just wake up years too late