Dec 14, 2004 17:19
well lets see where should i start off
well i hate it here..i feel like i am in a mental institution all locked in this small white sycotic room n i cant get out..lovely eh?..lol
i am soo close in living wit my dad..OOO soooooooo CLOSE..
i wish i had somebody to talk to ..i have nobody to talk to after maite left..i wanna to see her in person n just tell everything thats been going on n how i feel cause she was the only person who fucking got me n now that she is gone i got NOBODY n i am bout to go crazy wit the fact that i cant talk to anybody..
my parents say that i need a Psychiatrist :/ mayb I DO ..mayb i am at the last resort where i have to pay somebody to listen to my problems...sad yet truuee.
god i want him sooooo baD right now ...i hate her..why does she have him n i dont...what the fuck does she have that i dont..O SHE CAN PLAY SOCCER..lol thats like the only thing..lol
NATASHA