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Scratch that, it seems to be going fine... Cross my fingers!
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Everything feels crappy, multiple big things that were planned have not, or may not happen. I hate feeling that fate has anything to do with my life, but days like this really test my faith in randomness. I hate feeling that anything I try to do will get thrown back in my face. I hate wondering if people have a secret dislike of me while they are friendly to my face. The script song keeps going thru my head, "I wanted words but all I heard was nothing"
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Everything feels crappy, multiple big things that were planned have not, or may not happen. I hate feeling that fate has anything to do with my life, but days like this really test my faith in randomness. I hate feeling that anything I try to do will get thrown back in my face. I hate wondering if people have a secret dislike of me while they are friendly to my face. The script song keeps going thru my head, "I wanted words but all I heard was nothing"