Anticipation!
I've been sitting here waiting for Photoshop to download for the longest time! Finally, I've decided to download the darn thing. Why haven't I thought of this before? Silly me! Even the trial version would let me get some things done, right? Just so tired of putting things off onto the back burner and not being able to do everything that I've wanted to do. I am slowly learning that I can't rely on others... especially when they are "favors". I know that everyone is busy with their schedules and some can't even take the time to send a simple text message for me when my phone is broken, but I won't get in on that. Heck... I can't even rely on anyone to crop a picture for me. Damn... thats sad. Anyway... won't get into that.
I went over to my cousin's house earlier to pick something up and was able to chit chat with them for a bit... and visit with my Aunt and Uncle briefly. They're so cute. It saddens me to see everyone in my family aging... including my parents. Hell... even myself! I'm getting older and uglier... and thats just the way life goes, I guess. Unless of course, you can afford all the fancy shmancy stuff to age slower or simply look younger... and that includes plastic assets, if you know what I mean! ;) This is depressing... moving on.
I am determined to rejuvenate myself by the end of this weekend. And no... no plastic assets (haha)! Just little things that I have neglected for awhile.
- Biore' pore strips! (I love the feel as I yank that strip off. Hurts so good!)
- Manicure & Pedicure (I never spend enough time with this)
- Hit a steam sauna... maybe even a tanning booth whle I'm at it! (Its therapeutic)
- Get a haircut (not cutting it myself this time)
- Pluck my eyebrows... or maybe a wax since its much needed. (Tried to maintain it myself with tweezers, but I can't keep up. Too many growing too fast!
- Bubble bath... and sing along music!
- Have nephews walk on my back for at least 30 minutes... a five dollar bill will come in handy!
- Doll myself up in full faced makeup and take some pictures with my handy dandy digital... haven't been this conceited in so long. Kinda miss it.
I've been losing myself and been neglecting the little things that I love. Trying to pick up the pieces again... and love myself again.
The girls have been planning the Mexico trip for my Bachelorette! It seems that its all we ever talk about nowadays! I'm so nervous and time is ticking... I don't have much time to get bikini body ready! :( They've been doing their research and really into it... its so exciting...but I'm scared. My friends are crazy!
Halloween... hahaha! Okay... its top secret though a lot of people know now because we all can't keep our mouths shut. I plan to trick or treat with my kiddos... but spend a night out with the girls. It will be a sight to see, I tell yah!
I can't believe its raining like crazy right now. Actually, yes... I can believe it. Is this why I feel so depressed right now? Okay... not really depressed... just gray.
Final meeting with venue and deposit will be made this Saturday at 2pm. My sister made me promise that I won't be late this time. I really need to work on my punctuality. If I was other people, I'd kick my ass for always being so late. I've got so much to work on... I know I need to get on it. Sam's weekend up here when he's supposed to help me make decisions was just too short. He needs to come back... now!
I went over to my cousin's house earlier to pick something up and was able to chit chat with them for a bit... and visit with my Aunt and Uncle briefly. They're so cute. It saddens me to see everyone in my family aging... including my parents. Hell... even myself! I'm getting older and uglier... and thats just the way life goes, I guess. Unless of course, you can afford all the fancy shmancy stuff to age slower or simply look younger... and that includes plastic assets, if you know what I mean! ;) This is depressing... moving on.
I am determined to rejuvenate myself by the end of this weekend. And no... no plastic assets (haha)! Just little things that I have neglected for awhile.
- Biore' pore strips! (I love the feel as I yank that strip off. Hurts so good!)
- Manicure & Pedicure (I never spend enough time with this)
- Hit a steam sauna... maybe even a tanning booth whle I'm at it! (Its therapeutic)
- Get a haircut (not cutting it myself this time)
- Pluck my eyebrows... or maybe a wax since its much needed. (Tried to maintain it myself with tweezers, but I can't keep up. Too many growing too fast!
- Bubble bath... and sing along music!
- Have nephews walk on my back for at least 30 minutes... a five dollar bill will come in handy!
- Doll myself up in full faced makeup and take some pictures with my handy dandy digital... haven't been this conceited in so long. Kinda miss it.
I've been losing myself and been neglecting the little things that I love. Trying to pick up the pieces again... and love myself again.
The girls have been planning the Mexico trip for my Bachelorette! It seems that its all we ever talk about nowadays! I'm so nervous and time is ticking... I don't have much time to get bikini body ready! :( They've been doing their research and really into it... its so exciting...but I'm scared. My friends are crazy!
Halloween... hahaha! Okay... its top secret though a lot of people know now because we all can't keep our mouths shut. I plan to trick or treat with my kiddos... but spend a night out with the girls. It will be a sight to see, I tell yah!
I can't believe its raining like crazy right now. Actually, yes... I can believe it. Is this why I feel so depressed right now? Okay... not really depressed... just gray.
Final meeting with venue and deposit will be made this Saturday at 2pm. My sister made me promise that I won't be late this time. I really need to work on my punctuality. If I was other people, I'd kick my ass for always being so late. I've got so much to work on... I know I need to get on it. Sam's weekend up here when he's supposed to help me make decisions was just too short. He needs to come back... now!