Feb 11, 2005 08:44
The fellowship of the Final Fantasy thing we had going is braking, it has already begun. It sucks, it really does. But fuck, I tried.
Bah, I've been slacking off way to much still, I need to start working on a lot of things I need to do, like skool, working out, hockey, my bukunt rolling, cutting back on smoking, etc etc. A lot of things I had in mind but been slacking off, that and I haven't been getting much sleep so I've been tired in class and home.
Anyways, right now I'm in 1st period, we have a sub, which is cool, I didn't get detention cause I came in 20 minutes late cause I had to walk here from my house in the damn cold.I made it half way untill my mom was coming home from work and saw me walking to skool and picked me up. Which I thought was cool, cause it was to damn cold to walk, but, She started yelling at me saying how I must have woked up late cause of how my hair looked all nasty even though I told her my ride never came around and I always look like this cause I'm to lazy to do shit with my hair and don't care, which is ture. But, she just pissed me off by yelling at me saying how I can't relay on people etc. etc. so I just left the car and walked the rest of the 4 blocks to skool. I haven't seen in her at all and it's only for fucking yelling and for something that wasn't my fault, whatever, wasn't Haley's fault either.
I think I work today > . O but I'm not so sure, it feels weird going to work seeing how I never do work, which sucks. I also need to find another job, so that really blows, but eh, need the money.
Ahh!! I'm so hungry right now - . -; I didn't eat dinner nor breakfast and I have no money for lunch, I want to skip 3rd and 4th but I don't know where to go. Plus, I'm worried my mom is going to call the skool to see if I even went to skool now, but I don't know if she is going to do that when she gets home or after skool, damnit. I think I'm going to go to sleep so I wont feel the inside of myself being eaten, or finish playing Golden Sun and thinking the pain in my stomach is me being slash by a sword, well see how long that last though.
I'll post picture's of my birthday and what happen next entry, when I'm home, along with other pictures.