No more bed time stories

[thuyme]

i've been sitting in the same spot for the last six hours. i've not moved, not flinched, nor brushed away the tears. i thought that sitting here and processing everything that has happened in the last twenty four hours, might assist me in finding some flaw in god's design. find that he really has made a mistake, and that time would reverse, and it

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[indecisive_pie]

I'm not very good with words. But I know you must know how incredibly sorry I am. Stupd to say sorry, because hell, that doesn't do much does it? But I just want you to know that my love for you is in that one one word. You've been through so much hell, and you've gone through that. And you'll go through this. You have many people that love you, and we're all here for you. If there was ever a time for friends and family, then now is definitely it.

I didn't know until I today. And I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for everything you have to go through and have been through and for everything and everyone that you've lost. I'm sorry that I can't say the proper words to help you. And maybe, right now, you don't need words. You need him. And I know it fucking hurts. And I'm sorry for that that. I'm sorry you have to go through this hell and I'm sorry that i can't be there to face it with you. Because I want to, man. I really do. Know that he's happy now. Yeah, I'm bringing religion into it, because hell, if we don't have any faith, any hope, then where the hell are gonna be? He's happy. He loved you. We love you. And yet, knowing this, it still fucking hurts.

Life isn't fair.

But you're the strongest woman I know.

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

And I love you. Know that, okay?

[peice_of_mind22]

I think you are the strongest woman any of us know.