Feb 12, 2005 17:44
well i was gonna try and put some pictures of my bike all painted but my computer wont let me so i gess i wont. looks good though
on a serious note my family just got a call 2day that my grandpa is in the hospital with brain cancer and hes in a coma and most likly wont make it. and my other grandpa is dieing from cancer slowly he has been given a year tops my aunt died about a year ago and she was so freaking awesome i never showed how upset i was when it happened. i dont like to show those emotions cause i gess i am not suppose to cry cause im a guy.i need to be one of those who can stay strong but sometimes when you really care you break. dont get me wrong i did cry but i did not let anyone see that i did. this sucks. my grandparents are holding our whole family together. thats how messed up our family is. i dont know if i will be able to say hi or bye or just have another conversation with him. that blows. just more sadness in the thurston name.... :{