mama i didnt mean to make you cry, if im not back tomorrow, carry on. nothing really matters...

[thursdaymorning]

i fucking hate people. i knew this would come.

its so incredibly sad.

now i feel like shit.

and like a complete fool.

why didnt i leave when i first wanted.

i just want to see the inside of my eye lids.

no good.

never any good.

i hate people thinking somethings one thing when they really dont know. they never know, theyll just think its what they want it to be and alls fucking peachy.

i wasnt invited.

miscalculation.