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I recieved a phone call the other day. Do I think that I can live with myself? I'm not sure yet. Friday I would have said no. Now, maybe I can. I don't have a choice. Someone has to live with the guilt. On the otherhand I stand by my word that this isn't all my fault. Maybe if I was there the situation would have been different. I still don't have details of how this actually happened and probably never will-considering you can talk to everyone but me. You are the only person I have ever really loved. I hope for the best and that is all I can say. I don't know if everything is going to be ok.
Isn't it odd that in a situation like this you would look to your friends for help or advice? Ironic.
Isn't it odd that in a situation like this you would look to your friends for help or advice? Ironic.