Sep 30, 2002 17:14
Cribz: yeah, i know
I stay bIazed: and you brushed that shit off like it was nothing so.. you obvious came off to me like you didn't care so i stopped caring
Cribz: lol
Cribz: sure sure
Cribz: you just got bored
Cribz: you wanted to experience more boys..
Cribz: i understand
I stay bIazed: lol
I stay bIazed: yeah ok kendel
I stay bIazed: and the last boy i aodated was like not even a month ago
I stay bIazed: and the current boyfriend off aol i have now
Cribz: what was his name trent???
Cribz: lol
Cribz: j/k
I stay bIazed: ryan?
I stay bIazed: yeah, the boy you hated
Cribz: oh yeah thats right
Cribz: ryan, the bush gardens kid right?
I stay bIazed: wtf
I stay bIazed: busch gardens?
Cribz: cause there are 2 ryans in the chats now
Cribz: which ryan
I stay bIazed: word ryan
Cribz: ooh
I stay bIazed: moving pencils
Cribz: ok
I stay bIazed: yeah the boy that lived in maryland he was gonna go to bg so i can see him
Cribz: ok, im getting confused now
I stay bIazed: what do you got tabs on me now. you know every thing that i do now, right?
Cribz: sorry
Cribz: what you mean?
I stay bIazed: ryan yeah that busch gardens boy
I stay bIazed: i aodated him
Cribz: im just trying to figure out which ryan
I stay bIazed: is that the one you hated?
Cribz: tabs?
Cribz: lol
Cribz: i dont even have you on Bl
Cribz: wtf you mean tabs
I stay bIazed: i mean like.. the whole time when we were aodatin' i talked to ryan as a friend and you'd bring up shit i said to him like iuno.. shit he said to me you repeated and now you know about the busch gardens shit.. which i don't even know how you know
Cribz: you told me everything
I stay bIazed: no i didn't
Cribz: i didnt find out on my own
Cribz: you told me about alot of your convos
Cribz: rofl
Cribz: you forgetting
I stay bIazed: one time i was talking to him and you at the same time and he was like "leave kendel and go out with me" like a minute after i said no to him you repeated that shit to me
Cribz: wtf@that
I stay bIazed: i swear to fuckin' god
Cribz: i never knew that, but you were ao-cheating all along
Cribz: cant trust you ANYWAYS
I stay bIazed: LOL@THAT
Cribz: it will always be that way
I stay bIazed: mk, i cheated on you, right.
I stay bIazed: i liked you so much that i aocheated on you kendel
Cribz: LOL
Cribz: you Did
I stay bIazed: i didn't start aodatin ryan till like 2 weeks ago
Cribz: stop frontin
I stay bIazed: and we ao-broke up 'cause i wasn't talkin to him as much as he wanted me to
I stay bIazed: but yeahhh, i cheated on kendel when he had his fuckin' partner IM me like everyday on Nas Is Mine Bish
I stay bIazed: and tell me shit who was that girl
I stay bIazed: Tiffany?
I stay bIazed: I guess her name and everything
Cribz: wtf are you talking bout
I stay bIazed: i'm talkin about you aocheatin and shit
Cribz: with who
?
Cribz: i never ao-cheated
Cribz: everybody knows that
Cribz: heh
I stay bIazed: i've never cheated on anyone offline and on in my life and i don't need to either. 'cause if i didn't want you i would have told you
Cribz: you are not ao-faithfulll
Cribz: ;[
I stay bIazed: wtf, where do you come off sayin i did?
Cribz: it's sad
I stay bIazed: you wouldn't know. you were never on
I stay bIazed: remember? the reason we don't aodate anymore
Cribz: it's hard to find a good ao-girl
Cribz: these days
Cribz: lol
I stay bIazed: lol
I stay bIazed: shut up, kendel
I stay bIazed: you don't know what you are talking about
Cribz: it's true, i had one good ao-girl
Cribz: i out her throguh test and shit
Cribz: we would of got married
Cribz: but she left
Cribz: we never broke up
Cribz: it was sad ;[
I stay bIazed: who? susie?
I stay bIazed: lol, sad
Cribz: no not her
Cribz: i dumped her
Cribz: a girl named destiny
Cribz: uhm
Cribz: what that girl use to say to you about me?
I stay bIazed: tiffany?
Cribz: whateva her name was
Cribz: just tell me what she said
Cribz: i know your making this shit up
I stay bIazed: lol
I stay bIazed: brb i have the convo somewhere i swear
I stay bIazed: dammn, no i don't i deleted it
Cribz: dy'anna
I stay bIazed: anyways, i sent it to Nicole so if you think i'm lying ask her about it
Cribz: tell me what she said
I stay bIazed: she was like "guess my name" and i was like i know you have something to do with kendel because he likes Nas and thats his font and you just seem like it and she was like guess my name it starts with a t and ends with a y so i was like tiffant and she was like yeah and shes like i'm kendels fuckin partner he gave me your sn said you wer elightskinned and puerto rican and black
Cribz: obvious someone messin with you
I stay bIazed: i was like why do you care what i look like shes like cause you got your own shit you got a car a place and handle a baby but kendel is still mine i was like i don't care i already had him so you can keep him fuck him till all this shit and shes like nah i'm a ghetto girl i'm from ny i ain't got shit like you and all this mess i was like it's sad i make 5.50 an hour pay a car note half rent and manage a baby and your still fussin about being black and ghetto and i was also like i'm not just puerto rican
I stay bIazed: i'm black too so i don't need to black lecture on how your life is cause we ain't different and she was like whatever you stuck bitch all this shit and i was like fuck you bye
I stay bIazed: ight?
Cribz: whateva
I stay bIazed: lol, whatever kendel
I stay bIazed: you asked and i told you
Cribz: ok ty
I stay bIazed: you know what
Cribz: what..
I stay bIazed: i don't even care anymore. if you don't believe thats good if you don't believe that i was aofaithful thats good too. i trusted you but obviously you didn't feel the same like i told you many times i knew you didn't feel the same as i did and shit and you swore you did. i just don't give a fuck cause i liked you a lot and this is what it comes down to now. i don't even want to talk about it anymore forreal kendel. 'cause i still like you al ittle bit but you are just so harsh and i don't understand you i
I stay bIazed: really am not trtyin to anymore. now findin out you didn't ever trtust me and you still don't believe me. thats some shit
Cribz: but it boils down to that for a reason, i was always faithfull, you werent.
I stay bIazed: lol, you got no proof i wasn't and you will never have any proof i wasn't
I stay bIazed: because i was
I stay bIazed: so if you find something please do tell me so i can correct it.
I stay bIazed: no doubt its gonna be a lie
Cribz: i already let you know dy'anna
I stay bIazed: let me know?
I stay bIazed: know what?
I stay bIazed: you THINK i wasn't faithful and you CAN'T trrust me
Cribz: that you cant be trusted
I stay bIazed: You got no reason to not trust me
I stay bIazed: tell me 1 reason why?
Cribz: we already been throught that
I stay bIazed: no we haven't
Cribz: *through
Cribz: You know you can't be trusted, why are you even bringing this convo up?
I stay bIazed: i feel like i'm talking to my fuckin parents forreal. when they think i'm lying. you are so naive. you don't even know why you can't trust me. but all i want is a reason why i can't so i know for future reference what i did wrong and shouldn't do again with anyone else. but i doubt that i did anything wrong.
I stay bIazed: 'cause you just CAN'T tell me
Cribz: i wont tell you because, it will draw up another argument and "no i didn'ts"
I stay bIazed: ugh, i probably didn't so i guess you are right.
I stay bIazed: lets not bring that up
I stay bIazed: i can't be trusted, lol
Cribz: its not funny
Cribz: its sad
I stay bIazed: it is
I stay bIazed: its so sad you don't even know why i can't be trusted
I stay bIazed: its sad how yout hink
I stay bIazed: its sad that you thought i wasn't faithful
I stay bIazed: you are sad basically
I stay bIazed: thats what this whole damn thing comes down to
I stay bIazed: cause i liked you a lot
I stay bIazed: but yeah
I stay bIazed: i'd go and cheat on you
Cribz: nice attitude
I stay bIazed: which is so funny to me
Cribz: whateva@you
I stay bIazed: 'cause i don't know anyone that would do that to a person they liked
I stay bIazed: wtf does that make any sense to you
I stay bIazed: at all?
Cribz: whateva
I stay bIazed: exactly, if i cheated on you do you think i would be trying to change your mind. you think it would matter this much to me that i h'd have to take time out of a busy day to fuckin make you realize all the shit you think about itsn't true. 'cause frankly kendel it wouldn't matter to me if i had to go and cheat on you
I stay bIazed: i wouldn't like you not even the little bit i do
I stay bIazed: but i do and i am
I stay bIazed: so
I stay bIazed: you keep thinkin all the bs you think of me but uhm that shows how little you are
I stay bIazed: seriously