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Things suck right now. I can't totally put how I feel into words. I don't know what's going to happen, only time will tell. I hate the waiting game. I don't know what else to write, I'm very confused. Everything is up in the air right now. Things could potentially happen that would change my life forever. I'm trying not to focus on the "what if's" right now, though. I'll have to take things one day at a time and try to keep a good sense of humor. It's either that or crying all the time which I don't like to do. I'm angry, sad, annoyed, and frustrated all at the same time. I wish I could have a "normal" family. This is/was supposed to be a happy time. Maybe I'll vent more later, right now I'm too tired and too many thoughts are going through my head.