31 days blog challenge; day 3/4/5/6.
Okay, I need to catch up on the days I missed so this is going to be a pretty long entry, I guess? (or maybe not because you never know with me).
3. Your favorite quote
My favorite is probably this one (you can also find it on my sidebar):
I must learn to love the fool in me the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries.
- Theodore Isaac Rubin.
It's not exactly meaningful in the sense of it doesn't make you think but well, I think it hits me pretty deep because of how true it is. I can identify myself to it and I just think it fits me downright to a T.
4. What you are afraid of
I did this test recently (it's a Riso-Hudson Enneagram Type Indicator Sampler) and I was pretty much surprised at how fitting the results were (I am type 2, 6 and 9 if you're curious) especially when it came to my basic fears because it's just spot-on.
The test states that my basic fears are loss and separation, being unwanted, being unworthy of being loved, of being without support and guidance.
Spot on as I said. I have a deadly fear of loneliness and all its form (being separated from people I love and not being loved). All in all, I am pretty much scared of being alone and it sometimes drives me to jealousy when I feel like I can be abandoned for someone better (especially on the internet when you sometimes feel so disposable?).
I am also afraid of not being good enough and always coming second in no matter what I do. Not that being second is bad (and in most aspects of my life I would be pretty much satisfied) but when it comes to friendship/love, I literally hate and am afraid of being replaced.
I am afraid of water, it's not as extreme as it once was but I just don't like it (even if I adore beaches).
Scared of future as well mostly because I don't know what awaits me and it doesn't look all that bright?
Death, too and suffering while dying. Probably the only reason I'm still alive to be quite honest. If I wasn't so afraid, I probably would have done the deed already. I hope I don't shock anyone, I am pretty much like any person out there in my opinion.
Last one would be clowns, I really don't like them. They creep me out.
List is probably not exhaustive but well, that's all I can think of at the moment.
5. 10 songs you love right now
1. justin timberlake // mirrors
Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
2. shinee // colorful
I think you’re magical
I think you’re wonderful 너로 인해 내 맘은 Colorful
3. k-will // 촌스럽게 왜 이래 (you don’t know love)
무심한 듯 보여도 내 마음은 너 뿐이야 너 뿐이야
항상 네가 닿는 거리에 난 여기에 있는데
4. mike einziger & aloe blacc // wake me up
So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost
5. linkin park // leave out all the rest
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
6. myname // baby i'm sorry
난 너에게 너무 부족한 놈이라서
사랑할 자격조차 없는 나라서
끝까지 모질게 널 아프게했어
진심은 그게 아닌데
7. miley cyrus & mumford & sons // little wrecking ball
I put you high up in the sky
And now, you're not coming down
It slowly turned, you let me burn
And now, we're ashes on the ground
Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you
8. one direction // diana
Let me be the one to lift your heart up and save your life,
I don't think you even realize baby you'll be saving mine.
9. all 4 one // i swear
'Cause I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes I'll never break your heart
10. hello venus // 차 마실래?
벌써 헤어지긴 싫어요
날 좀 더 알고 싶나요
그러면 들어와서 차 마실래요?
Lots of "old" songs or well, not recently released ones but those 10 are songs I can listen to dozens of times during the day without getting sick of them yet. It's quite a feat because I get tired of music pretty easily to be honest.
6. Your 5 senses right now
Sight: I am quite watching my screen and what I am typing at the moment.
Hearing: listening to the 10th song I listed.
Taste: I am eating Dinosaurus so I have the taste of melted chocolate on my tongue. Yummy!
Touch: Touching the keyboard.
Small: Nothing really strong.
3. Your favorite quote
My favorite is probably this one (you can also find it on my sidebar):
I must learn to love the fool in me the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries.
- Theodore Isaac Rubin.
It's not exactly meaningful in the sense of it doesn't make you think but well, I think it hits me pretty deep because of how true it is. I can identify myself to it and I just think it fits me downright to a T.
4. What you are afraid of
I did this test recently (it's a Riso-Hudson Enneagram Type Indicator Sampler) and I was pretty much surprised at how fitting the results were (I am type 2, 6 and 9 if you're curious) especially when it came to my basic fears because it's just spot-on.
The test states that my basic fears are loss and separation, being unwanted, being unworthy of being loved, of being without support and guidance.
Spot on as I said. I have a deadly fear of loneliness and all its form (being separated from people I love and not being loved). All in all, I am pretty much scared of being alone and it sometimes drives me to jealousy when I feel like I can be abandoned for someone better (especially on the internet when you sometimes feel so disposable?).
I am also afraid of not being good enough and always coming second in no matter what I do. Not that being second is bad (and in most aspects of my life I would be pretty much satisfied) but when it comes to friendship/love, I literally hate and am afraid of being replaced.
I am afraid of water, it's not as extreme as it once was but I just don't like it (even if I adore beaches).
Scared of future as well mostly because I don't know what awaits me and it doesn't look all that bright?
Death, too and suffering while dying. Probably the only reason I'm still alive to be quite honest. If I wasn't so afraid, I probably would have done the deed already. I hope I don't shock anyone, I am pretty much like any person out there in my opinion.
Last one would be clowns, I really don't like them. They creep me out.
List is probably not exhaustive but well, that's all I can think of at the moment.
5. 10 songs you love right now
1. justin timberlake // mirrors
Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
2. shinee // colorful
I think you’re magical
I think you’re wonderful 너로 인해 내 맘은 Colorful
3. k-will // 촌스럽게 왜 이래 (you don’t know love)
무심한 듯 보여도 내 마음은 너 뿐이야 너 뿐이야
항상 네가 닿는 거리에 난 여기에 있는데
4. mike einziger & aloe blacc // wake me up
So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost
5. linkin park // leave out all the rest
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
6. myname // baby i'm sorry
난 너에게 너무 부족한 놈이라서
사랑할 자격조차 없는 나라서
끝까지 모질게 널 아프게했어
진심은 그게 아닌데
7. miley cyrus & mumford & sons // little wrecking ball
I put you high up in the sky
And now, you're not coming down
It slowly turned, you let me burn
And now, we're ashes on the ground
Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you
8. one direction // diana
Let me be the one to lift your heart up and save your life,
I don't think you even realize baby you'll be saving mine.
9. all 4 one // i swear
'Cause I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes I'll never break your heart
10. hello venus // 차 마실래?
벌써 헤어지긴 싫어요
날 좀 더 알고 싶나요
그러면 들어와서 차 마실래요?
Lots of "old" songs or well, not recently released ones but those 10 are songs I can listen to dozens of times during the day without getting sick of them yet. It's quite a feat because I get tired of music pretty easily to be honest.
6. Your 5 senses right now
Sight: I am quite watching my screen and what I am typing at the moment.
Hearing: listening to the 10th song I listed.
Taste: I am eating Dinosaurus so I have the taste of melted chocolate on my tongue. Yummy!
Touch: Touching the keyboard.
Small: Nothing really strong.