8 weeks...
WOW it's getting close...
got the whole weekend off, what a wonderful surprise :) I was told to enjoy it, that we're probably working every day for the rest of the month. I need a To Do list, so much to do today...
Call bank
Dishes
fold laundry
do more laundry
figure out dinner
pick up the house
clean the bathroom
work on Chris's doublet
maybe do a dump run, not sure of their saturday hours
Walmart for cat food and toilet scrubby thing and garbage bags
try on MOH dress... crap... call alteration shop... :/
hopefully find a few dollars and be able to stop at the apple farm :)
the only thing I HAVE to do today is the doublet since I'm hoping it'll stay a surprise. and take the dress to the alteration shop for an estimate since their hours suck. if they can even fix it and have it not cost a fortune. damnit.
Update: went to the alteration shop. The main issue is that I have a short torso, and I have curves. So, where my hips are, are not where the hips are on the dress. Yes it's pretty snug around the tummy but that can be dealt with to a point. I have two options. Get another dress, or find material that matches that can be sewn in. there's nothing they can do. I want to cry SO bad. I had joked that I may have to get another dress, the reality of it is crushing. I feel so fat right now. I wear a size 8. My WEDDING DRESS is a freaking size 8. a size 8 dress from david's bridal? Not even a chance. Looking at myself in their mirrors I felt horrible about how I look. I've tried tracking calories, I've tried exercising, I get exercise at work, if I burn too much then I go into storage mode and don't burn anything. I'm so frustrated. and it's lunch time and I'm hungry and I don't want to eat ever again >.
got the whole weekend off, what a wonderful surprise :) I was told to enjoy it, that we're probably working every day for the rest of the month. I need a To Do list, so much to do today...
Call bank
Dishes
fold laundry
do more laundry
figure out dinner
pick up the house
clean the bathroom
work on Chris's doublet
maybe do a dump run, not sure of their saturday hours
Walmart for cat food and toilet scrubby thing and garbage bags
try on MOH dress... crap... call alteration shop... :/
hopefully find a few dollars and be able to stop at the apple farm :)
the only thing I HAVE to do today is the doublet since I'm hoping it'll stay a surprise. and take the dress to the alteration shop for an estimate since their hours suck. if they can even fix it and have it not cost a fortune. damnit.
Update: went to the alteration shop. The main issue is that I have a short torso, and I have curves. So, where my hips are, are not where the hips are on the dress. Yes it's pretty snug around the tummy but that can be dealt with to a point. I have two options. Get another dress, or find material that matches that can be sewn in. there's nothing they can do. I want to cry SO bad. I had joked that I may have to get another dress, the reality of it is crushing. I feel so fat right now. I wear a size 8. My WEDDING DRESS is a freaking size 8. a size 8 dress from david's bridal? Not even a chance. Looking at myself in their mirrors I felt horrible about how I look. I've tried tracking calories, I've tried exercising, I get exercise at work, if I burn too much then I go into storage mode and don't burn anything. I'm so frustrated. and it's lunch time and I'm hungry and I don't want to eat ever again >.