Jun 16, 2005 22:15
since the time i last updated i lost a toenail and became a man.
work is fine. long and rough. chris came and went, but i am still alive and kicking because i actually fucking love the job i hate.
me: hello sir, where would you like your moonwalk?
customer: so, it must be hard moving those big things by yourself.
me: sure is. where should i put it?
customer: you know, the kids love em!
me: yeah, i hear it six times a day. where do you want them?
customer: im rich, so i dont care, but make sure you dont touch the benz.
i like ppp. i respect garry. i mean, the guy has a hummer (military style),a bikini model for a wife, a plane and a nice business. i feel like he depends on me and enjoys my work ethic.
i hang out with danielle a lot now. i enjoy seeing her. i still have lingering feelings from my sophmore year of infatuation which led to lots and lots of stupidness and shit, but now i see her and i adore her friendship and personality. i would give her everything. and even though i am a creature of habit and i am preoccupied with sex, doing nothing with her is everything.
sex. a stupid thing which has brought me to new lows. the last "new" person i slept with i had a massive crush, and when it happened, i was lost and my ejacualate stayed cold in my prostate. i was freaked out. even though i lied and said it was my new medicine, it was simply me being nervous and that my head was hitting the top bunk.
i love mom. hate home. miss friends. dont want to go back to school. i am an adult now and it feels good.
i am going to do some paperwork now.
sincerely
matthew
PS. i have sent mail. please resond. i am bored as hell. during lunch breaks id love to read a postcard or letter. drop a line
witherbear
132 pangborn rd
hastings ny 13076
PPS. if i havent sent you anything, i will, let me know. i love mail
PPPS. i was tagged by vespoli. i am not sure what that means, but here are some songs.
1. radar love-golden earring
2. anything billy fuccillo has to say on tv/radio
3. boston (anything)
4. strike anywhere.
5. 38nmc