IT IS IN YOUR SELF-INTEREST TO FIND A WAY TO BE VERY TENDER
♥projects:♥
I would like to make a harness like this.
i am all out of shoes, and it would be nice to find a pair to decorate all over, with painted flowers and ribbon laces and sequins. also to sequin decorate my pink sweater.
steal an underwater camera from walmart, to continue experimenting with taking pictures through a bagfull of water.
can continuing to grow out my hair be an artistic pursuit ? no. no. it is an exercise in patience.
(so is fighting the urge to dye it purple.)
a couple other things, an exchange of energy, in the form of gifts i need to make.
to fill up a sketchbook. then another.
to have conversations with ten strangers, this month, perhaps.
[the last one being an idea stolen from a list on the walls of a friend's apartment]
an exchange of energy in the form of letters i must write
to ferment honey-wine in my dorm room
to do my homework
to swim, to go to the gym [shelving that as a project allows me to put it off indefinitely in favour of everything else]
~ when i dream often of an article of clothing , i always find it soon in a thrift store. to be honest, often my dreams come true. i give them too much power.
i have been dream-journaling. i have been smoking mugwort and forcing my self in the dreams to come alive, one voluntary projection of a gesture at a time. ~