It's weird. I went through a lot of flip-flop between feeling like a girl and a woman up until I was 21 and doing serious business with Japan. But even then, I still had feelings of girlishness and there were times when I didn't really feel grown up, mostly because I think I didn't really want to grow up completely. These days I do feel more grown up, and I think I am a woman now at 24, but I still have moments when I feel like a girl -- mostly when I'm being a Narutard or squeeing over Bleach or some other kind of shiny new anime I get myself into. But asides from those moments of girlishness, I think I'm finally really coming into my own and realizing my own age -- now, more so than ever, since I'm settling into a place I plan on calling home for the next 6 years.
So yeah, there you have it. I don't think it's a bad thing to feel like a girl right now. Everyone has a different track they're on, and eventually you'll feel like a woman when you're ready to feel that way.
As for a question, this is something I think about now and then when I see you on AIM: it's been 5 years since we met and 3 years since we drifted apart. I look at your SN from time to time and think I should message you more. Would you like me to? ;; The truth is, when I look at your SN, I feel very nostalgic and I start to miss you.
I think there's always going to be a part of us when we grow up that stays a girl, because we're all young at heart, and that's totally okay. Even now, I know some girls who are much older than me who still fangirl over stuff like anime. Anyway, I'm not ready to start feeling grown up at 20. I'm only like... 2/8ths of my way through my life.
Yes, go for it! Just don't ask me to come to Kannagara, because I think 2 big games is enough on my plate. ;;
So yeah, there you have it. I don't think it's a bad thing to feel like a girl right now. Everyone has a different track they're on, and eventually you'll feel like a woman when you're ready to feel that way.
As for a question, this is something I think about now and then when I see you on AIM: it's been 5 years since we met and 3 years since we drifted apart. I look at your SN from time to time and think I should message you more. Would you like me to? ;; The truth is, when I look at your SN, I feel very nostalgic and I start to miss you.
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Yes, go for it! Just don't ask me to come to Kannagara, because I think 2 big games is enough on my plate. ;;
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