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New year? Hopefully a better year than last.
Too many losses this last year, the lastest being the loss of Basheba Blind Kitty, called back to the Goddess on Dec 7. That about killed me, hurting even more than the lost of my Mr. Soft as Silk.
I just have to hope that thingsstart turning round, I don't know how much more strength I have, and part of me much doesn't care. Too much pain, physical and emotional, too little support. I have only myself - and the responsibilities I am too stubborn to let go of - if I could find some one t6o take them on I think I'd just let go.
Too many losses this last year, the lastest being the loss of Basheba Blind Kitty, called back to the Goddess on Dec 7. That about killed me, hurting even more than the lost of my Mr. Soft as Silk.
I just have to hope that thingsstart turning round, I don't know how much more strength I have, and part of me much doesn't care. Too much pain, physical and emotional, too little support. I have only myself - and the responsibilities I am too stubborn to let go of - if I could find some one t6o take them on I think I'd just let go.