Drabbles #2.5
pairing: luhan/xiumin
rate: pg-13
summary: "Luhan thinks about Minseok sometimes"
a.n.: It's three drabbles about.. Xiuhan. They are all in different universes, do please, do not try to connect one with another one.
ONE ;
Luhan thinks about Minseok sometimes. Sometimes when he is tired, sometimes when he is dancing and Minseok is right behind him, dancing along with him and the other ten guys.
Sometimes he thinks about him when he is taking a shower and the hot water messes with his mind and with his body and Luhan feels the burning desire of touching himself, release the fever that is trying to destroy his veins, his heart and his will. Sometimes, Luhan hugs this yearning and he touches himself, the shower's wall sustains him and he drives his hand lower and lower, with parted lips and burning skin and shame when he comes... but always thinking in Minseok.
Always in Kim Minseok.
TWO ;
Minseok has been playing fool since the beginning and Luhan has always let him. But Minseok knows and Luhan knows that Minseok knows and that's why Minseok is always afraid. Because he is not the good one with words, he is not the good one with feelings, he is not the good one with confessions.
Much less... love.
And Luhan has always understood him.
But Minseok is facing his worst fears, Luhan left him a few hours ago and still, the echo of his voice and the deepness is his eyes are still fresh and Minseok bites his lips because he is not ready, not yet, not even after a year, ten months, three weeks, five days and 3 hours since Luhan popped the question.
Minseok pictures the scene, he remembers Luhan's lips forming words and phrases... but the sound doesn't match Luhan's rhythm...
"Minseok, if you ever leave Exo..."
But Minseok didn't let him finish. Just as he never let Luhan talk about feelings.
He never let himself be weak, he never let himself feel.
And Luhan had respected his opinion... until that night.
Because Luhan found him completely helpless and he had finally finish the words Minseok never let him.
"Minseok, if you ever leave Exo..."
Minseok closes his eyes, he grabs his head and he tries hard to not cry because...
"Minseok, if you ever leave Exo..."
and the husky voice drills his skull, his brain and Minseok can't avoid the overfall of tears and he feels his heart bursting inside his chest and it's again that voice..
"Minseok, if you ever leave Exo... I'm leaving with you"
THREE ;
"Minseok, if you ever leave Exo... I'm leaving with you"
It's sweet, romantic, almost poetic, the ultimate declaration of endless love.
It's the biggest and most infamous declaration that Luhan has ever made.
Chanyeol is laughing and next to him Kyungsoo is laughing with him. Baekhyun claps and gives them a cocky smile. Joonmyeon looks like crying but when Jongdae hugs him, he gives them a quiet Good!.
Sehun looks stoically shock and while Tao tries to bring him back to life, Jongin gives him a thumb up.
Lay is the only one who doesn't look happy but concerned. His eyes meet Minseok's for a minute and Minseok fears he could be exposed, but after a second Lay smiles to him and Minseok is sure, he is safe.
When he repeats the same words to Luhan and the rest of the guys cheer for them and for their happiness, Minseok doesn't drink the cup.
He is sure that, if Luhan ever leaves Exo, he is not leaving with him.
rate: pg-13
summary: "Luhan thinks about Minseok sometimes"
a.n.: It's three drabbles about.. Xiuhan. They are all in different universes, do please, do not try to connect one with another one.
ONE ;
Luhan thinks about Minseok sometimes. Sometimes when he is tired, sometimes when he is dancing and Minseok is right behind him, dancing along with him and the other ten guys.
Sometimes he thinks about him when he is taking a shower and the hot water messes with his mind and with his body and Luhan feels the burning desire of touching himself, release the fever that is trying to destroy his veins, his heart and his will. Sometimes, Luhan hugs this yearning and he touches himself, the shower's wall sustains him and he drives his hand lower and lower, with parted lips and burning skin and shame when he comes... but always thinking in Minseok.
Always in Kim Minseok.
TWO ;
Minseok has been playing fool since the beginning and Luhan has always let him. But Minseok knows and Luhan knows that Minseok knows and that's why Minseok is always afraid. Because he is not the good one with words, he is not the good one with feelings, he is not the good one with confessions.
Much less... love.
And Luhan has always understood him.
But Minseok is facing his worst fears, Luhan left him a few hours ago and still, the echo of his voice and the deepness is his eyes are still fresh and Minseok bites his lips because he is not ready, not yet, not even after a year, ten months, three weeks, five days and 3 hours since Luhan popped the question.
Minseok pictures the scene, he remembers Luhan's lips forming words and phrases... but the sound doesn't match Luhan's rhythm...
"Minseok, if you ever leave Exo..."
But Minseok didn't let him finish. Just as he never let Luhan talk about feelings.
He never let himself be weak, he never let himself feel.
And Luhan had respected his opinion... until that night.
Because Luhan found him completely helpless and he had finally finish the words Minseok never let him.
"Minseok, if you ever leave Exo..."
Minseok closes his eyes, he grabs his head and he tries hard to not cry because...
"Minseok, if you ever leave Exo..."
and the husky voice drills his skull, his brain and Minseok can't avoid the overfall of tears and he feels his heart bursting inside his chest and it's again that voice..
"Minseok, if you ever leave Exo... I'm leaving with you"
THREE ;
"Minseok, if you ever leave Exo... I'm leaving with you"
It's sweet, romantic, almost poetic, the ultimate declaration of endless love.
It's the biggest and most infamous declaration that Luhan has ever made.
Chanyeol is laughing and next to him Kyungsoo is laughing with him. Baekhyun claps and gives them a cocky smile. Joonmyeon looks like crying but when Jongdae hugs him, he gives them a quiet Good!.
Sehun looks stoically shock and while Tao tries to bring him back to life, Jongin gives him a thumb up.
Lay is the only one who doesn't look happy but concerned. His eyes meet Minseok's for a minute and Minseok fears he could be exposed, but after a second Lay smiles to him and Minseok is sure, he is safe.
When he repeats the same words to Luhan and the rest of the guys cheer for them and for their happiness, Minseok doesn't drink the cup.
He is sure that, if Luhan ever leaves Exo, he is not leaving with him.