I keep asking myself why pain never goes away after break-up. It is so much pain and sadness that I wish I could do anything to put an end to it. Breaking up with Erin was the right decision, but I still feel sorry for it. I feel sorry even more because I miss that Lexus cat (yellow tabby) I adopted with Erin.
Whenever I hit a highlight of my day, depression just creeps back inside me like a freaking vacuum machine that sucks my happiness dry. CAPS is such a joke. All my friends who have been to CAPS say the same. CAPS even kicks people out if they have too many issues. No wonder we still have people jumping off the building right?
http://www.michigandaily.com/home/index.cfm?event=displayArticlePrinterFriendly&uStory_id=096cae61-eb89-4bf9-a0a9-1a04f7fc6e50 http://www.mlive.com/news/aanews/index.ssf?/base/news-16/1140104663157750.xml&coll=2 It is alright. Everything will be alright, just like before. *Seeking peace within*