Apr 11, 2008 10:11
i need to fucking rant
I cant fucking take it. My dad is fucking dying, and back on the radiation for his brain tumors... man he looks so so so so so SO fucking skinny. I am so fucking scared, how the fuck am i going to be the one who takes care of this stuff? I am scared shitless like a little fucking kid.
AND i got bosses at both my day job, and the ISO gig who are really doing nothing but pissing me off and becoming a pain in my ass. I dont give a fuck about net traffic and how many leads come in. I also could not care less about the fucking show right now. I come in and i do my work, and that should be enough. Dont fucking call me on my personal phone, and have co-workers text message me. When i am not at work, then thats it, im not there.
I really am too angry right now, and the thereapist didnt really do much the other day, other than piss me off. I dont give a fuck about spelling right now. I know he is just trying to help, fuck.
fuck.
god dammit fuck