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sooo .. last night i got sick at gina's & then felt better & then got sick here & hten went to sleep. i think i know the cause of that. cuz i've been feeling nauseous the past few days. actually i think its "causes" cuz there could be 2 things.
so i cant wiat till college lets out already! for summer break. ugh i need that too happen very soon. i also need prom/seaside to come. or i will go insane from sickness over here lol.
i need something to occupy my mind with other then these thoughts. ugh i cant get them out of my head for 1 second. i fall asleep thinking of this thought, wake up thinking of this thought, & spend the day thinking of this thought. i need help. actually no .. cuz this is the 1st time i think i felt like .. this strong ughhhhhhhh i have met the one who got me to really like someone.
& i know nothing will happen cuz my luck with these sorts of things is either bad or nonexistent. & plus we are all 'loved' (he says that alot oll .. how he loves us) as friends lol. so .. but you know i really love hanging out with him as a friend too... ughhh this is frustrating. lol so thats all =\
so i cant wiat till college lets out already! for summer break. ugh i need that too happen very soon. i also need prom/seaside to come. or i will go insane from sickness over here lol.
i need something to occupy my mind with other then these thoughts. ugh i cant get them out of my head for 1 second. i fall asleep thinking of this thought, wake up thinking of this thought, & spend the day thinking of this thought. i need help. actually no .. cuz this is the 1st time i think i felt like .. this strong ughhhhhhhh i have met the one who got me to really like someone.
& i know nothing will happen cuz my luck with these sorts of things is either bad or nonexistent. & plus we are all 'loved' (he says that alot oll .. how he loves us) as friends lol. so .. but you know i really love hanging out with him as a friend too... ughhh this is frustrating. lol so thats all =\