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pert plus has a really good smell. im finding myself doing that commercial thing now where i toss my hair and smell it.
i rented 'zoolander' last night and chasing amy.. GOD zoolander was dumb. what confused me was that the guy in the video store was like yeah this one is really funny. and he always seems to know his stuff. and my own jukie was like 'see it its really funny'. i assume both her and the video store guy were sober when they saw it. i say dont see it! lol dont see it unless u were drinking. jukie sed it was funny today when i told her today but in a dumb way. i dunno i guess i was in too much of a relaxed mood.
so dericks father planned this Dorney Park trip for august for his friends and anyone of dericks friends who wants to go. he even rented abus for it. i never been there before so i asked to go. derick is going but not on any rides. kathleen is going. i like kathleen...(= i didnt invite chris. this is one of the times i really wish ana could come cuz she would enjoy it. im going to have fun anyway. theres also a system concert at jones beach next month, i wouldve loved to go with her too but now that looks really impossible, im not even sure theyre on sale anymore. i found this out like two days ago. people all go a little off on eachother at times. if we all shut up about it maybe we can be happy by next month. theres still july and august and its going to happen if we make amends or not. and i plan to have fun if we make amends or not. i am not gonna continue the sillyness and i spoke to derick who is stopping too. its SQUASHED, its OVER, GET OVER IT. i have no anger towards mike or ana right now and that is from the bottom of my heart. i know better than to expect any apologies and u should know better than to expect one from eachother or me. just stop it. when people drag things out for so long its just annoying.
you know if i said it in mikes journal that "the reason she is sad has nothing to do with us and she has to handle it on her own", then mike calls that bullshit. then ana and mike both write again that "the reason that ana is sad has nothing to do with us and we have big heads".. its just silly- end it. what is that?? did u read what u wrote before? now weve gotten to a point where we even contradict ourselves with our own words. its all there already youre making mountains. please just shut up.
i rented 'zoolander' last night and chasing amy.. GOD zoolander was dumb. what confused me was that the guy in the video store was like yeah this one is really funny. and he always seems to know his stuff. and my own jukie was like 'see it its really funny'. i assume both her and the video store guy were sober when they saw it. i say dont see it! lol dont see it unless u were drinking. jukie sed it was funny today when i told her today but in a dumb way. i dunno i guess i was in too much of a relaxed mood.
so dericks father planned this Dorney Park trip for august for his friends and anyone of dericks friends who wants to go. he even rented abus for it. i never been there before so i asked to go. derick is going but not on any rides. kathleen is going. i like kathleen...(= i didnt invite chris. this is one of the times i really wish ana could come cuz she would enjoy it. im going to have fun anyway. theres also a system concert at jones beach next month, i wouldve loved to go with her too but now that looks really impossible, im not even sure theyre on sale anymore. i found this out like two days ago. people all go a little off on eachother at times. if we all shut up about it maybe we can be happy by next month. theres still july and august and its going to happen if we make amends or not. and i plan to have fun if we make amends or not. i am not gonna continue the sillyness and i spoke to derick who is stopping too. its SQUASHED, its OVER, GET OVER IT. i have no anger towards mike or ana right now and that is from the bottom of my heart. i know better than to expect any apologies and u should know better than to expect one from eachother or me. just stop it. when people drag things out for so long its just annoying.
you know if i said it in mikes journal that "the reason she is sad has nothing to do with us and she has to handle it on her own", then mike calls that bullshit. then ana and mike both write again that "the reason that ana is sad has nothing to do with us and we have big heads".. its just silly- end it. what is that?? did u read what u wrote before? now weve gotten to a point where we even contradict ourselves with our own words. its all there already youre making mountains. please just shut up.