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God damn it, I finally fall asleep at a normal hour, and then I wake up at 1:50 and I'm not even remotely sleepy. What the hell. I actually fell asleep at ten, body, let me have a normal night!
It's becoming more and more difficult to keep from going insane these days. And yes, I like how totally vague that statement is. It could mean any number of things, and it, in fact, does mean a number of things. I want to go back to school very badly. But I know that once I get there, I still won't be able to relax because I'll have to think about FWT, getting into a show, registering for enough credits to actually graduate, GRADUATING, headshots, audition recordings, my social life, HOLY FUCK WE'RE GONNA GRADUATE.
Tonight was an enormous thunderstorm, with almost constant lightning, and thunder loud enough to shake windows. One particularly loud clap of thunder made me jump almost a foot, and Rob remarked that I was too high-strung. While I still contend that it is perfectly natural to jump at a noise loud enough to make your eardrums implode, I agree with him that I'm perhaps a tad too high-stung these days. In fact I think it's me being this high-strung that's making me go insane. But oh well. You live with what you can't change.
It's becoming more and more difficult to keep from going insane these days. And yes, I like how totally vague that statement is. It could mean any number of things, and it, in fact, does mean a number of things. I want to go back to school very badly. But I know that once I get there, I still won't be able to relax because I'll have to think about FWT, getting into a show, registering for enough credits to actually graduate, GRADUATING, headshots, audition recordings, my social life, HOLY FUCK WE'RE GONNA GRADUATE.
Tonight was an enormous thunderstorm, with almost constant lightning, and thunder loud enough to shake windows. One particularly loud clap of thunder made me jump almost a foot, and Rob remarked that I was too high-strung. While I still contend that it is perfectly natural to jump at a noise loud enough to make your eardrums implode, I agree with him that I'm perhaps a tad too high-stung these days. In fact I think it's me being this high-strung that's making me go insane. But oh well. You live with what you can't change.