it's been too long
you know, i'd forgotten how hard it is to be away from people. i mean, i miss my kk and my friends in Atlanta but i'd gotten used to that empty feeling that I felt last year. It used to suck talking on the phone because i just wanted to be with them but i dealt with it and now it's all good. well, now, it's the same thing but with sam except stakes are higher because my friends wont' break up with me because of a fight. kk and i have been through this. no matter what, we can't get dumped. it's sweet. a very nice sense of security so even when we're fighting over the phone adn everything gets mixed up and stupid, i know that eventually it'll be alright. well, now, i'm just frustrated because sam is mad and I can't make it better because both of us just get flustered and frustrated over the phone. it's really not cool. at all. period. ugh.
it's nice being back in NY though. Im getting used to our apartment and now that i dont' live here full time, it's much more fun. our old house was just too big and gloomy and yuck. out apartment is small but it's really pretty, has lots of windows and it's tres cozy. when my mom got home today, the three of us piled onto my mom's bed adn got into this weird position that allowed me to rub my mom's foot and her to rub one each of ours. it was fun. we had a fun talk. lots of funny faces and southern accents-good times. i also found out today that alice and lizzy(friends from camp) are going to be visitng camp tomorrow just like me. yessss. i'ms o excited. i dont' think i'm going to be able to sleep tonight, but i guess that's okay because I have to wake up at 2:30 anyway so taht i'll be ready for the shuttle to pick me up at 3:00. bleehhhh. i have to go all the way to newark. though to be honest, i'm glad i'm taking this shuttle that'll pick me up and take me there raether than taking the train and a taxi or the bus. this way, i dont' have to worry about when i'm supposed to get off because it'll be obvious. plus, they're coming to my front door so all I have to do is roll out of bed and walk down two flights. i'm very grateful. ahh camp. i think only bess and possibly kk and definitely alice know how it feels. i hate that that chapter of my life is over. i can never go back. i guess i'll just have to live vicariously through my daughter and her daughter. it's how it's going to be whether she likes it or not. and to think a week before camp started my first year, i told my mom i didnt' think i wanted to go. my goodness. i was one idiot 7 year old. hehe. mighty cute though from what i hear. what happened?
today, my mom was like " mimi, we're going to start concentrating on making healthy choices." ahhh sounds from my middle school days...scary...you know what this means. she thinks i'm getting fat. yep, that's her little code. iknow it so well. next, she'll be telling me all over again how im going to be a blimp if I keep eating the way i do. sad. oh well. i was going to start running but ij ust had to go out and pull my stupid hamstring. it'll be better by the thursday when i'm in charleston. it's so gorgeous there. running will be no problem. and the beach...mmmm....gotta run. getting pickedup in 5 hours. hehe.
it's nice being back in NY though. Im getting used to our apartment and now that i dont' live here full time, it's much more fun. our old house was just too big and gloomy and yuck. out apartment is small but it's really pretty, has lots of windows and it's tres cozy. when my mom got home today, the three of us piled onto my mom's bed adn got into this weird position that allowed me to rub my mom's foot and her to rub one each of ours. it was fun. we had a fun talk. lots of funny faces and southern accents-good times. i also found out today that alice and lizzy(friends from camp) are going to be visitng camp tomorrow just like me. yessss. i'ms o excited. i dont' think i'm going to be able to sleep tonight, but i guess that's okay because I have to wake up at 2:30 anyway so taht i'll be ready for the shuttle to pick me up at 3:00. bleehhhh. i have to go all the way to newark. though to be honest, i'm glad i'm taking this shuttle that'll pick me up and take me there raether than taking the train and a taxi or the bus. this way, i dont' have to worry about when i'm supposed to get off because it'll be obvious. plus, they're coming to my front door so all I have to do is roll out of bed and walk down two flights. i'm very grateful. ahh camp. i think only bess and possibly kk and definitely alice know how it feels. i hate that that chapter of my life is over. i can never go back. i guess i'll just have to live vicariously through my daughter and her daughter. it's how it's going to be whether she likes it or not. and to think a week before camp started my first year, i told my mom i didnt' think i wanted to go. my goodness. i was one idiot 7 year old. hehe. mighty cute though from what i hear. what happened?
today, my mom was like " mimi, we're going to start concentrating on making healthy choices." ahhh sounds from my middle school days...scary...you know what this means. she thinks i'm getting fat. yep, that's her little code. iknow it so well. next, she'll be telling me all over again how im going to be a blimp if I keep eating the way i do. sad. oh well. i was going to start running but ij ust had to go out and pull my stupid hamstring. it'll be better by the thursday when i'm in charleston. it's so gorgeous there. running will be no problem. and the beach...mmmm....gotta run. getting pickedup in 5 hours. hehe.