Well, it's been a long ass time
And all I have to offer is more cryptic bullshit.
But first, I'll offer up some non-whiny content for anyone who's even left on lj to read!
So, we're going to Japan in a little under 2 months. I'm terrified but incredibly excited. If anything, I would stay over there, but I've got a lot of obligations back here, and that would be incredibly irresponsible and unacceptable.
Also, I must say that LJ did a damned good job at keeping me away, what with all the failed page loads. I didn't want to even look at this place after a few days straight of not being able to view content.
Now, back to the regularly scheduled content (read, whiny bullshit...feel free to skip this):
I'm absolutely, 100% sure that people think I'm full of shit. Or that I'm constantly lying. Or that I'm stupid as fuck. Why? Because no one takes me or the shit I have to say seriously.
This happens at home, at work, with family and friends.
I guess I am all of those things, and maybe I just didn't know it.
My mom seems to think I'm just making a lot of shit up regarding this wedding. K seems to think that I'm just punishing myself at work for jollies or some shit. Customers at work always treat me like a dog. Management always undermines me and my decisions regarding helping customers.
Seriously, this list could go on and on. And no, I'm not worried about K reading this...he doesn't look at lj anymore anyways.
Am I stupid? Am I always lying? Well perhaps, since I'm obviously lying to myself about these things.
Fuck me.
But first, I'll offer up some non-whiny content for anyone who's even left on lj to read!
So, we're going to Japan in a little under 2 months. I'm terrified but incredibly excited. If anything, I would stay over there, but I've got a lot of obligations back here, and that would be incredibly irresponsible and unacceptable.
Also, I must say that LJ did a damned good job at keeping me away, what with all the failed page loads. I didn't want to even look at this place after a few days straight of not being able to view content.
Now, back to the regularly scheduled content (read, whiny bullshit...feel free to skip this):
I'm absolutely, 100% sure that people think I'm full of shit. Or that I'm constantly lying. Or that I'm stupid as fuck. Why? Because no one takes me or the shit I have to say seriously.
This happens at home, at work, with family and friends.
I guess I am all of those things, and maybe I just didn't know it.
My mom seems to think I'm just making a lot of shit up regarding this wedding. K seems to think that I'm just punishing myself at work for jollies or some shit. Customers at work always treat me like a dog. Management always undermines me and my decisions regarding helping customers.
Seriously, this list could go on and on. And no, I'm not worried about K reading this...he doesn't look at lj anymore anyways.
Am I stupid? Am I always lying? Well perhaps, since I'm obviously lying to myself about these things.
Fuck me.