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It's been 7 months now, since I lost what I valued most: love. There's a lot that I miss from that, but topping the list is the regular hugs back and forth. Just being able to feel loved made me the happier than I had ever actually been before. And ever since then, I've been in a lot of pain emotionally. This surfaces from time to time, but almost always when I'm alone. It's also been really hard to even say anything about it (this post has been extremely difficult to write).
For quite some time now, love has been one of the strongest desires I've had. I'd thought I had finally succeeded when the relationship started all the way back in 2007, but now I'm pretty much back to square one. I've always been really shy about admitting when I like someone (and a lot of the times this has happened, it hasn't been mutual, which only made things worse).
My thoughts are too jumbled at this point to continue about this.
For quite some time now, love has been one of the strongest desires I've had. I'd thought I had finally succeeded when the relationship started all the way back in 2007, but now I'm pretty much back to square one. I've always been really shy about admitting when I like someone (and a lot of the times this has happened, it hasn't been mutual, which only made things worse).
My thoughts are too jumbled at this point to continue about this.