Sep 23, 2009 21:05
last night, right before bed, the inside of my elbow developed a pronounced twitch. it was disgusting and i want it to never happen again. i was amazed and horrified: i could see a muscley lump moving under my skin. what the fuck?
oh and dreams of donating blood and not having any left, making me irrational and screechy. or of my eye bleeding. subvert the darkness? good luck.
these symbols (if that's what they are) frustrate me. fine, i'll be open with myself. anything to make the dreams stop.
bitch bitch bitch,
whine whine whine