I just don't see it
I wonder sometimes if I'll ever have a really serious boyfriend.
I don't understand why any guy would see me that way. Even after a couple have. I don't get it.
Not that I hate myself or anything. I just don't see any guys liking me. And I think I'm afraid of rejection, big time. I don't even want to meet this hockey player I've been cheering for, because I'm afraid that he'll just dismiss me. See this nonsense on my face, and not be interested at all.
I want it gone. And I want to be proven wrong. But.
It's frustrating. I shouldn't care, but I do.
I don't understand why any guy would see me that way. Even after a couple have. I don't get it.
Not that I hate myself or anything. I just don't see any guys liking me. And I think I'm afraid of rejection, big time. I don't even want to meet this hockey player I've been cheering for, because I'm afraid that he'll just dismiss me. See this nonsense on my face, and not be interested at all.
I want it gone. And I want to be proven wrong. But.
It's frustrating. I shouldn't care, but I do.