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I'm a really good guy. Legit. I'm a caring, sensitive person. I try and be the best man that I can be all day, every day. I try and lead by example of how I would want to be treated. I never try to offend anyone. I'm really really really trying to be a better person. But the shit is getting old. I did something I never would have done before. I was getting hit, and I walked away, instead of fighting back. I've never done that before. The last guy who did that shit I broke his nose. But tonight I walked away and went home. And I feel like that's the right thing to do, that it's the adult thing to do.
If that's the case, why do I feel like such a bitch? Why do I feel like I did exactly what I wouldn't do, and was wrong for it?
I didn't think it would be this hard. I didn't think I would miss everyone this bad. I want Peter back. I want Tim and Laura and Q back. I want my family.
If that's the case, why do I feel like such a bitch? Why do I feel like I did exactly what I wouldn't do, and was wrong for it?
I didn't think it would be this hard. I didn't think I would miss everyone this bad. I want Peter back. I want Tim and Laura and Q back. I want my family.