And an actual post
Work sucks, its great pay...but its almost spoiling me.
i get a 250$ paycheck and seriously i think this "thats it?"
its been eating up my life, those damned 40-50-60hour weeks
and it leaves me with to much free time, while we drill
my mind wanders, and recently ive been finding myself
increasingly upset while at work, simply because its leaving me
the time i never wanted to use to think about all i have,
all i have lost, and all i am doing now.
not to mention the physical aspect...i thought this job would
double as a workout or something, but no, its not anything
except a way to get tired. i applied for my courses at usf a
few weeks ago and still no confirmation...whats wrong with that?
i want to enroll in a foreign language such as chinese or japanese
but i dont have the credits, and i still need to return Mr. M his
book back. and damn, this weekend i had stuff planned, a major
*********** excavation, and i had called people up as well.
now i might have to cancel... but i wont be stopped, not by something
as simple as work, i will find a way around it. All i need to do
is keep in mind why im working, my freinds, school, and my bike.
i will aquire all three goals within a few weeks, nothing can stop me now.
i get a 250$ paycheck and seriously i think this "thats it?"
its been eating up my life, those damned 40-50-60hour weeks
and it leaves me with to much free time, while we drill
my mind wanders, and recently ive been finding myself
increasingly upset while at work, simply because its leaving me
the time i never wanted to use to think about all i have,
all i have lost, and all i am doing now.
not to mention the physical aspect...i thought this job would
double as a workout or something, but no, its not anything
except a way to get tired. i applied for my courses at usf a
few weeks ago and still no confirmation...whats wrong with that?
i want to enroll in a foreign language such as chinese or japanese
but i dont have the credits, and i still need to return Mr. M his
book back. and damn, this weekend i had stuff planned, a major
*********** excavation, and i had called people up as well.
now i might have to cancel... but i wont be stopped, not by something
as simple as work, i will find a way around it. All i need to do
is keep in mind why im working, my freinds, school, and my bike.
i will aquire all three goals within a few weeks, nothing can stop me now.