Sew the seeds to life by packing up to make it right
Summer has been fantastic and better than I could have ever imagined.
There are a bundle of people who I stuck with through thick and thin.
As for the outsiders of the bundle..I've came upon a decision that I have a problem with burning bridges.
Slowly but surely I completely ruin the bridge, furloughing for an entire existence of a friendship.
Maybe that means I'm a bad person, but what's even worse is that I see it being for the better.
At least for myself-meaning I'm just a selfish person.
I think all of the freedom and possibilities of summer made me my head swell.
Now that it's fall hopefully the cold weather will shrink it back to normal size.
I love the mystery of fall. Even if it may mean that the nature and wild are hopelessly trying to survive, it also builds a certain armor and a stronger self for everyone before winter comes.
School is going to be excellent for me.
&Although in the back of my mind I wish I could go back to Cousi-blow for my senior year, I know it wouldn't be worth killing myself over all of their bullshit there.
Plus it wouldn't be the same without Andrew Oliver.
Which by the way, I wonder how he is doing.
-ANYWAY- It's truly and sincerely been real these past two and half months or so.
&I couldn't be anymore appreciative or regenerated from this last summer.
I'm so reflective of everything that has happened, whether it being great or bad..either way I feel some what whole for once.
&To me that is a huge accomplishment.
Sincerely,
Love always
Autumn
There are a bundle of people who I stuck with through thick and thin.
As for the outsiders of the bundle..I've came upon a decision that I have a problem with burning bridges.
Slowly but surely I completely ruin the bridge, furloughing for an entire existence of a friendship.
Maybe that means I'm a bad person, but what's even worse is that I see it being for the better.
At least for myself-meaning I'm just a selfish person.
I think all of the freedom and possibilities of summer made me my head swell.
Now that it's fall hopefully the cold weather will shrink it back to normal size.
I love the mystery of fall. Even if it may mean that the nature and wild are hopelessly trying to survive, it also builds a certain armor and a stronger self for everyone before winter comes.
School is going to be excellent for me.
&Although in the back of my mind I wish I could go back to Cousi-blow for my senior year, I know it wouldn't be worth killing myself over all of their bullshit there.
Plus it wouldn't be the same without Andrew Oliver.
Which by the way, I wonder how he is doing.
-ANYWAY- It's truly and sincerely been real these past two and half months or so.
&I couldn't be anymore appreciative or regenerated from this last summer.
I'm so reflective of everything that has happened, whether it being great or bad..either way I feel some what whole for once.
&To me that is a huge accomplishment.
Sincerely,
Love always
Autumn