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lost in herself.
trapped by her fears,
how did she come to this?
the thin white bones crawl in her skin,
they are all that matter now,
she curls her fingers around the cold bones and crys,
a shadow of herself a ghost with a heartbeat,
how did she get here?
she cannot turn back,
the pain is too much and yet she suffers,
its the only way to know she still exists,
her whispered breathes come fast,
her silent heart beats slow,
the room is spinning,
her throat is torn,
her wrists are bled,
she feels alive,
and yet she's sick,
she's dying inside,
the little girl lost,
starved away by fears,
her mother crys, her fathers lost,
by killing herself she is killing them,
piece by piece they fall apart,
her friends have left,
the pain too much,
her soul is crushed by the pressures she creates,
to be thin,
to be loved,
to be bone,
bone is pure,
bone is clean.
she longs to disapear but secretly wishes they cared,
her eyes lie,
her stomach moans,
her life is drifting away,
she knows shes sick,
she screams for help,
shes scared to die,
she cannot stop,
...
no one hears.
for her screams are no longer loud,
her brain no longer functions,
her skin is tight,
everything hurts,
it hurts soo much, she wants to cry,
no tears escape her eyes,
her tearless sobs break from her chest,
and so her soul it flys.
trapped by her fears,
how did she come to this?
the thin white bones crawl in her skin,
they are all that matter now,
she curls her fingers around the cold bones and crys,
a shadow of herself a ghost with a heartbeat,
how did she get here?
she cannot turn back,
the pain is too much and yet she suffers,
its the only way to know she still exists,
her whispered breathes come fast,
her silent heart beats slow,
the room is spinning,
her throat is torn,
her wrists are bled,
she feels alive,
and yet she's sick,
she's dying inside,
the little girl lost,
starved away by fears,
her mother crys, her fathers lost,
by killing herself she is killing them,
piece by piece they fall apart,
her friends have left,
the pain too much,
her soul is crushed by the pressures she creates,
to be thin,
to be loved,
to be bone,
bone is pure,
bone is clean.
she longs to disapear but secretly wishes they cared,
her eyes lie,
her stomach moans,
her life is drifting away,
she knows shes sick,
she screams for help,
shes scared to die,
she cannot stop,
...
no one hears.
for her screams are no longer loud,
her brain no longer functions,
her skin is tight,
everything hurts,
it hurts soo much, she wants to cry,
no tears escape her eyes,
her tearless sobs break from her chest,
and so her soul it flys.