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Lost i tread the dead ground beneath my feet and weep,
weep for hope lost, pain found,tears not fully cried,
the water runs dry from my eyes,
and i slowly crumble like the fallen autumn leaves,
that left the saftey of the tree and now like me lie broken,
lost in the abise of fear, pain, solitude.
Will i ever smile again,
or sip from earths sweet wine,
or learn to love anyone but you my dear, my Angel.
You cast me from you into love's lonely purgatory,
and i a motherless child must know learn to walk.
Walk away from your love,
we laid upon the earth like children always searching always learning,
day by day we fed upon each others thoughts, teachings, lessons, emotions.
we dared to believe, together.
And i a tortured soul let down my guard and took your hand in faith,
that you would bring me back to life my love.
But you have betrayed me, my life, my all,
i alone tasted the sweet forbidden fruit,
the heated flames crawled against my skin in ectasy,
you watched me burn,
you saw me die,
you plunged me into darkness.
And now I, your love, your soul, your all,
am like dirt upon your feet,
a sin against your name,
a curse among your heart,
was it my fault?
was i too loud, too loving, too intense,
too much,
infatuation lost...you left me,
and now my cast off soul has departed,
burn't by the flames of hell,
I the empty vesel of blood and flesh am left,
never to feel, never to heal,
my ragged breath scrape along my heart with thoughts of you,
your face is all i see,
your kisses all i taste,
all of them tainted with your hate,
turn to ash in my stomach,
and i am left to choke upon our once everlasting love.
why in blackened nightmares do i scream your name,
or long for your arms with all my heart,
you have killed me,
yet i still love you so.
if my pain is what you wan't, then you win,
i surrender my all, my heart, my dreams,
everything i have is yours now my love,
if my pain brings you pleasure,
then for your pleasure i sacrifice my soul,
enjoy my love and remember that pleasure you hold so dear comes from me,
Once your everything.
Goodnight my sweet prince..my everlasting kisses carress your lips.
x
weep for hope lost, pain found,tears not fully cried,
the water runs dry from my eyes,
and i slowly crumble like the fallen autumn leaves,
that left the saftey of the tree and now like me lie broken,
lost in the abise of fear, pain, solitude.
Will i ever smile again,
or sip from earths sweet wine,
or learn to love anyone but you my dear, my Angel.
You cast me from you into love's lonely purgatory,
and i a motherless child must know learn to walk.
Walk away from your love,
we laid upon the earth like children always searching always learning,
day by day we fed upon each others thoughts, teachings, lessons, emotions.
we dared to believe, together.
And i a tortured soul let down my guard and took your hand in faith,
that you would bring me back to life my love.
But you have betrayed me, my life, my all,
i alone tasted the sweet forbidden fruit,
the heated flames crawled against my skin in ectasy,
you watched me burn,
you saw me die,
you plunged me into darkness.
And now I, your love, your soul, your all,
am like dirt upon your feet,
a sin against your name,
a curse among your heart,
was it my fault?
was i too loud, too loving, too intense,
too much,
infatuation lost...you left me,
and now my cast off soul has departed,
burn't by the flames of hell,
I the empty vesel of blood and flesh am left,
never to feel, never to heal,
my ragged breath scrape along my heart with thoughts of you,
your face is all i see,
your kisses all i taste,
all of them tainted with your hate,
turn to ash in my stomach,
and i am left to choke upon our once everlasting love.
why in blackened nightmares do i scream your name,
or long for your arms with all my heart,
you have killed me,
yet i still love you so.
if my pain is what you wan't, then you win,
i surrender my all, my heart, my dreams,
everything i have is yours now my love,
if my pain brings you pleasure,
then for your pleasure i sacrifice my soul,
enjoy my love and remember that pleasure you hold so dear comes from me,
Once your everything.
Goodnight my sweet prince..my everlasting kisses carress your lips.
x