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Mmm. When you've had a night of insecurity and doubt, there's nothing that helps quite like vanilla tea.
Well, this is a royal pain in the ass. Here I thought I was doing so great appreciating and being kind with myself and all that - and that's not to say that I'm not doing INFINITELY better in those departments than I was before - and now what do I realize? I STILL base my worth off of the effects I have on other people. Well, duh, Allison...did you think it was going to change overnight? (No, and I should be used to this by now. You improve, you plateau. Your eyes get opened. You move on.)
...wish that parenthetic self was louder sometimes. Yes, with the week off from work, we're going to be putting in a lot of me time.
Well, this is a royal pain in the ass. Here I thought I was doing so great appreciating and being kind with myself and all that - and that's not to say that I'm not doing INFINITELY better in those departments than I was before - and now what do I realize? I STILL base my worth off of the effects I have on other people. Well, duh, Allison...did you think it was going to change overnight? (No, and I should be used to this by now. You improve, you plateau. Your eyes get opened. You move on.)
...wish that parenthetic self was louder sometimes. Yes, with the week off from work, we're going to be putting in a lot of me time.