Dec 04, 2006 17:43
tomorrow i have a really hard test in psych.
i enjoy this subject but the info. is far too much and each test is like a final. and i have a paper and presentation due thur. ..no one started it. shit. and start studying the final which is killer.
i need to study. and i need to start to do my math even though i only have 2 classes left. i need to relaern everything for the final. fuck.
i have to recap on all the shit i did this semester and write a page or so about each. i ahve to hand in a present. write responses to questions the professor posts. etc. and fix my collage.
i have to do like 10 makor PERFECT projects for art. it's ridiculous. it HAS to be her way. so basically everyone's screwed slash we ahave to do it on our own anyway. and i ahve to buy matboard...i have no money....FUCK.
i have to go over all my engish shit and practice it. and i have to get her a present b.c. she'll be exra nice then?
i have to do al of this by like the end of this week. ok now i have my list. oh and i have to fight with the office of burseaur or w.e. in order to get my 8200$ back (BULLSHIT) or i have to get a loan and say fuck it because all of a sudden I'm fucked for no reason at all...the whole reason i came to this school. i didn't have to pay shit! but now i do? cool. anddddd then i have to schedule for classes for next sem....hmmm i was supposed to do that the second week of oct. what happened?!? GCU is gay. i ahve to make a dr. apptmnt. it's kind of impossible to get anyhting done with a shitty phone and a dead one at that. b.c after all that shit someone lost my charger. cool. this laptop is giving me trouble besides the fact that the colors fucked and i can barely see. bah. i didn't get anything done this weekend except having a good time for the most part. i'm so unoragnized though. i hate being a frikin nomad. it pisses me off.
ok so friday i forget but that night dan and i went to unos. i got the better food. ha. then we saw borat. funny. stupid,obv but funny. then we somehow ended up at seaside. it was beautiful. dunes were huge and the waves were crzy. in the winter thebeach is crzy. we sat in front of a dune and sand wa sliek flying down on us. almost got some signs n stuff but oh well. chrostmas carols ont he way home. i slept over then til like 11 30 am. went to the one house tried to get shit together. eh. then got ready . dan n i went to his work xmas party. it was beautiful and had a site of philly. good times good ppl. on the way there i was really upset and crying. i don't know what's going to happen. maybe nothing. maybe just the continuation of a bullshit life for my mom.. maybe more bullshit she doesnt deserve. and maybe sit won't get broken or yelling our pictures (sisters n i) dont have to be taken away or brokendue to his fucking jealously of someone raising normal kids. coughing up more hunreds n hindreds for insurance bahhh. floyd;s still going...somehow. i need to work on him..im so neglectfulel. anyway..so i had to drive the trck to the sistas where we saw RU lose :( but drank anyway. the boys went out n we had fun at th e house. i attempted to make bfast in the morn slash slept til like one. and wathced football all ngiht. i FUCkiNg LOVe him. sooooooooo freakkkin much :) i slpt at my dads last ngh cuz i cant go to my moms. i was unwelcomed. then accused of not callign ever... ok cuz u ahve a phone u can call form n i dont. but u can call the room and u dont. fag. then acts all "fake" nice. dont be interested in my life randomly. wtf. then not give 2 shits aout me. w.e. happy bbday kelly. sun. so i woke up 6 am had work then classes allday. bahhh. i was teh teacher today. im a good frikin teacher id say. well today anyway. freaking 4 yr olds.