Feb 03, 2005 19:45
hmm today was.......intersting.This guy i liked ,Brian,totally turned me off by kissing me.Weird huh.well hes a REALLY bad kisser ugh that was disgusting.Im SO done with him.But i felt better around lunch time cause i get to spend time with two other guys that i like,Justin and Bernie.Bernies a new crush of mine .Its his sense of humor. i love it and he has a cute smile.But me and Justin hang out more and theres always flirtation between us and were always hugged up which i think is hurting my chances with Bernie.B/c whenever i give Justin a hug Bernie dissapears.I dunno.its kind hard likin so many guys cause u cant really invest all ur time and energy into all of them at the same time.So yea then theres .........Mario.yea i dont even know what to do bout that guy.But weve been through a lot since we first met which was like just last semester.Well i was delivering a note to miss willis before 7Th period and on the way out i ran into him.He was like come here gimme a hug.So i was like ok.So i give him a hug and he KISSES my neck and this huge shiver goes down my back into my legs.I was like whoa!Then he was like yea i know u liked that.I was like NO U DONT and i walked down the stairs and i was thinkin man he knows me too well.But um yea that was my thursday .I hope i dont come off as some hoe.But this doesnt happen every day just to let u know :( well i gotta go pack for this trip i dont wanna go on.Kidd ill call u when im bout to go insane.Expect a call around Friday night.lol~peacenes~