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Alright, so I know it's been a while since I have updated. It's not that I havent thought about updating, because I definitely have. It's just there's too much going on in my life for it to all go on this thing. I am constantly stressing over bullshit things, such as: getting a car, a job,going to college, Allan, etc etc etc... Okay, well I guess they aren't really "bullshit". They are really important things that will take place soon. I feel like I am so behind on life. I freaking just got my license not too long ago, and don't even have a car yet. I have never had a real job; and my dad says I can't get a car until I get the job. Well, Walgreens called me back and said they want me. I just have to take a drug test and stuff. Hopefully, I will find a car soooooooon so I can come and go as I please. It's annoying having to sit at home on Saturday nights. I just found out my roommates for colllege. Their names are Rachael and Eleesha. Of course, I went straight to myspace, hoping to find some juicy stuff rightttttt. Well, I could not find Rachael, and Eleesha's myspace is private, until she adds me... grrr. I feel like I'm already off to a bad start with the whole college scene. I don't have any friends...not even my roommates. I guess I can just hope that Eleesha will add me soon. "sigh". All I want to do is go to 6 Flags. now. and die. Things with Allan and I havent been so good. I might have insulted him a lot. I don't know what was wrong with me yesterday. I just went mad. On a lighter note, today, I helped my mom paint some of the cabinets at her new Bantam house. It's looking quite lovely, thanks to ME. I really like the color choice. I realized for the 834758u58 time today that I reaaaaaally want to be an interior decorator... or a painter haha. I just need to do something HANDS ON. I am a creator, I know this. Plan B is to open up my very own "funky" store. I would sell things such as fanciful flights, colorful cool jewelry, beads, hemp, clothes, stuff for the pets, etc. So yeah, I hope good things will come my way in the near future.